20 From 2020

Like many who use Instagram I was thinking about how I should summarise the year that had passed when 2020 was getting close to being over. The previous couple of years I had done the thing we all did. Let a site or app figure out what my most liked posts from that year was go with that.

Best nine, or most liked from back in 2017

Best nine, or most liked from back in 2017

For various reasons I wanted to do something a bit different for 2020, it felt like a very different year because of the obvious reason. One of the reasons being that I felt like I was experiencing time strangely where the difference between a week ago and a month ago was hard to distinguish. Another reason was that I felt a bit frustrated creatively, feeling stuck in a rut. So my attempted solution was reviewing all the shots I had taken during the year and look at what I liked and what I didn’t like and why. Something I’ve done before but never for a whole year and I take a lot of shots in a year. It took a couple of days.

When I started thinking about what I should actually post from this exercise I saw a couple of themes emerge in the pile of shots I kinda liked. The first one was the feeling of being separated and being by yourself.

Another theme that surfaced was almost a reverse of the first and much less depressing. Focusing on the good moments with friends and loved ones that did happen.

I really enjoyed this process of sitting down and reviewing my shots in a focused way. I did see some things I want to improve but also saw many things I liked about what I shoot. Not sure if I’ve really found a style that is uniquely me yet but I feel I’m getting closer. There is never a universal solution that works for everyone but I would recommend anyone that feel a bit stuck try doing the same.